Overtime 10 Days Left “IT”

April 3rd, 2006 Sarano Kelley

This game is going to go into overtime. I will not finish it up until I complete filming the television show in Albany. I coach all day Monday, fly to Montreal all day Tuesday, speak all day Wednesday, get back for client relations work all day Thursday and then on Friday, Sat and Sunday I am at Consciousness Camp round the clock (where I may end up forgoing sleep for most of that period of time). I then coach all day Monday in Albany next week, film the television show and work with the kids all day Tuesday…game over…I head to Mexico for several days (Wed-Sunday) as the prize and recovery from my game.

I ate at a raw food restaurant tonight (it actually felt good though the taste left something to be desired) and have set them up to start delivering my food (thank God Brooke is pushing me). I emailed my friend Doc and asked him to be my meditation/yoga coach and this Saturday
restarted therapy for my relationships. My personal trainer is working well with me but I do need her to get jujitsu mapped over into my training program. I must end this game with the fundamentals of my life spirit, relationships, health, business handled and in a consistent, upward
moving, process.

Okay so what am I really dealing with…I have Jon on my mind. I got the pictures of him, his wife and his kids…Brooke just broke down and cried. I intend to spend my next game mirroring the advice I know he is going to get from the health facility we are raising money to send him to, Sanoviv in Mexico. I expect that much of my game will be about cleansing the body, healing the heart, clearing the mind and acceptance. I am sure I need it just as bad if not more but Jon is on a deadline…the doctors have given him only until September.

I have not yet come up with my plan for raising money for the alternative health care that gives him a fighting chance. If he went with the traditional route all they can promise is that he would spend his life on a feeding tube as a vegetable and that is not the way he wants to go.

I often think about dharma…destiny…fate. I have had a taste of the Source and I know that no amount of additional time in life can compare to IT. That nothing comes close to the oneness of IT. The question is can Jon and I reach IT before September. Will we accept what IT has to offer and be at peace with whatever IT “decides”. IT is not our condition or our circumstances that define us for IT is beyond conditions and circumstances.

Entry Filed under: Game 30