Post Game: Perplexed?
April 28th, 2006 Sarano Kelley
Patrick:
The thesis: The motive behind is always Love.
The experiment: To live as if this were true ( this part of the experiment is still under development,but letting go of who I think I am is central to the methodology).
Sarano:
I must concur that letting go of who I think I am is central to understanding that “the motive behind is love”. For example, I do not love the cancer in Jon’s body, I do not love my “inauthenticity”, I do not love those parts of myself that I deem “shameful”. My love is neither
objective nor encompassing, my love is specific and subjective…at the core of my subjectivity is the simple fact that I somehow believe that I know “what is really best” for everyone, that things are good only if they go the way “I think they should”. It is this notion of myself that
extends itself into “knowing” what is best for others, then the world and ultimately leaves me “questioning” the master plan rather than feeling the motive behind it…the ever present love underneath it all. Is it wrong for cancer to love itself and hence to replicate itself, do not all things seek to grow, is it wrong for me to be “ashamed” of myself, is not my shame a desire to “do good”. How do I unravel this knot at the source, how do I let go of who I am without coming from a lack of love for who I am? Perplexed?
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6. "Judiliscious" Ragasa | December 7th, 2006 at 11:37 am
Ah LOVE…..
I have searched for the “BOTTOM LINE” on the question “whats it all about, Alphie?…is it just for the moment we live…?
I have found…when you ask… you are guided, and IF you are wise…you will actually follow instinctive ques,(ie; jumping on line at three AM to your favorite search engine, with a key word that you are compelled to,…well…search)
and if you are still hooked into that wisdom, you will trust your self enough to absorb what you have been compelled to accept as the next thing to do….etc…
AND finally, when you read, or listen to that guidance you have been led to, the final “test” that needs to pass your “soul guardian” is this…
….is this information that i have known before, so deeply that it feels written into my DNA? So much so that it IS my truth for right now? Does it vibe with my very being? for where I am at this moment?
and…LAST BUT SOOOO NOT LEAST… is my FREE WILL being honored by the being making this knowledge available to me?
WITH ALL THAT I LEAD UP TO THIS…each persons truth is PURE TRUTH for where they are at, and when benevolent souls rally enough power to HELP, and therefore create what you have,(the game) the challenge becomes to REMAIN NEUTRAL, while being present enough to support, without becomming a task master…
I have found, when my mind threatens to spin me off into oblivion….I ask “where is the love in this” Although we all have heard this, and it is hard to find love in the middle of tragedy, I have come to realise that…
Living by The Law of ONE, and that we are all connected, that any catalyst we experience is The one infinate Creators way of experiencing its self from another, distorted perspective, and the challenge is, like a game..actually the ultimate game, from my perspective … to experience all our distorted viewpoints, with our veils of forgetfullness intact, and BE ABLE TO STILL GET BACK TO UN-CONDITIONAL LOVE, DESPITE OUR FAILURES or those failures of those we love….all our OTHER SELVES! If this vibes with you, check out www.L/Lresearch.org…to the left, go the search engine…and key in …ooooh, whatever is buggin ya…like, for me one was “the jaundiced eye” or, jealosy, or resentment and see what comes up, AND WHEN, AND IF you are vibing with THIS SITE, you have found “the Holy Grail” of comforting guidances…”Well, thats MY TRUTH these days”
That….LOVE IS ALL THERE IS…ALL YOU NEEDS IS LOVE…ETC “any major Dude will tell you” as Steely Dan Said…when the Demon is at your door, in the morning it won’t be thare no more, any major Dude will tell you….
everything is a distortion of LOVE, waiting to come back home….
Namaste, I am a Brand Newby to your site, and BOUT TIME!
7. Judiliscious | December 7th, 2006 at 1:12 pm
About NOT LOVING THE SHADOW ASPECTS OF OURSELVES
…I have to add one more important paradigm…I feel really gets to the heart of loving the less pretty manifestations of Self…I challenge you to chew on this notion…the fact that..you will not grow beyond this…until…you…
… invite “it” in to the open heart…in your minds eye, …imagene this…
You (your successful, accomplished wonderful self) and all your wonderful positive friends are having a cozy fireside dinner party, filled with joy and passion…and just outside…(not allowed in, too wet from the rain, and dirty “our shadow self”) is an aspect of YOU, this self has a mission, a message to deliver…
DISTORTED LOVE has a message, and the more unpleasent, and shameful, the juicyier the message, potential for growth..anyway
YOU refuse to let it in,(not loving the contrast ) again too wet dirty and shameful, so, there it stays, OUTSIDE, like a stalker that won’t obey the restraining order… longingly looking in, its presence you are painfully aware of, but not willing to taint your party with something as “real life” as helping someone in need, even if it is unpleasent…
WE are too busy “FRONTING” WITH OUR FLUFFY PERFECT OTHER FRIENDS” who, by the way have stalkers of their own THEY are NOT addressing, back at their own house, as they enjoy being associated with the oh so fabulous YOU, gloating about HOW COOL THEY ARE FOR RISING TO THIS LEVEL PUBLICLY…
Anyway,( i can really go off into a tangent! ha ha) back to letting it in….
So, you go to the door, open it and say to this (aspect of you) oh…poor thing, Im glad your here, i surrender! please come in, heres a dry robe and a towel, please change and we will wash your cloths and dry them, and meanwhile, please sit down, we will bring you dinner and a drink, please tell me why you lurk relentlessly, and I will listen, and I will learn, YOU NOW HAVE MY UNDIVIDED ATTENTION.
As you listen with an open heart , (you very quickly realize that it was not as big or scarey as you made it out to be, because it is still an aspect of love…)
AFTER YOU GET THE LESSON AND DANCED AND PARTYED WITH THE GUEST, YOU RETURN THEIR CLEAN DRY CLOTHS, AND THEY ARE ABLE TO LEAVE, HAVING FULFILLED THEIR OBLIGATION, NEVER NEEDING TO RETURN (WELL, NOT WITH THAT PARTICULAR ISSUE ANYWAY) and you say as you walk them to the door,
“I am honored to meet you messanger, from now on YOU be the ambassador for all my future challenges, as we have developed an affinity for communicating with one another and you will be at the top of my guest list for the next party!
You will conclude this aspect of your learning, so you can go to your next task, and you wont have to close the curtains on your shadow self at future dinner partys..and You will love (shadow YOU) and appreciate this opportunity, and face it and clean it up. Get effecient at processing the catalyst..
If one of your FLUFFY PERFECT FRONTING friends has a hard time with your decision to invite (shadow you) in and deal with this real life issue… you will know them just a little bit better,(but not judge, remember accept forgive and LOVE THEM)
Acceptance, forgiveness and un-conditional love…IS the whole ball o wax to why we are here…well…that is what I have COME TO ACCEPT AS MY TRUTH.(only in my more lucid moments, ha ha )
…at this stage of my life…AND I must add, I am not always THERE, as I get stuck in yet another, thick, convincing obstical that seems to be insurmountable…SEEMS being the operative word here…..
(can somebody take this g*d Da*n VEIL off my face please? AAARRRGGGH ha ha)What?….I put it there you say?…..on perpose…?…to prove what?…..that I can get back to LOVE first, and win the game?……are you high???…I want what YOU are smoking….I what?……….I AM high ALREADY?…what the…f**k is going on here….aaaarrrggggh
Accept forgive and unconditionally love the fact that we never finish….we should never hold off happiness for the day we can finally say
“TA DA” now presenting the perfect, flawless me, please come to my grand opening event!
at the crux of this really long comment, bottom bottom line is acceptance forgiveness and un-conditional love first and foremost for YOURSELF. and you have to really mean it.
Ramtha says “you can not be truely wise about a thing until you have experienced it” and we are here to not hide from our experiences, even the ones our shadow selves have manifested. What if “Bad” wasen’t called BAD? If bad wasen’t denied existance and therefore shameful, perhaps we would stop being bad…”if it was not FORBIDDEN, LOCKED IN THE CLOSET, DENIED…Push against something, and it muntiplies…thats standard “Abraham…for all you fellow leading edge co-creators out there. Namaste Namaste NAmaste!
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